These past few weeks have been so irritating for me. Due to circumstances beyond my control i've been unable to attend uni for a little while. So basically i've been given a brief to do which... isn't particularly hard but when you are in an uninspiring environment can be quite irritating to generate wonderful creative crazy ideas!!! Which usually i'm quite good at doing, HOWEVER- my thought process seems to really be really taking its time to function. Creativity is my second nature and i love having the freedom to generate ideas without any limits or boundaries but in this instance things are not goin as i want them to.
My main concerns are that i have to generate this short film within a weeks time. Coming from a media production background normally i would be quite excited about that prospect, but considering that i'm going to be working completely alone is a tad bit worrying and some what baffling!!.... I'm quite used to working in a production team, and normally take on director/ director of photography and styling duties within a production team. So i am considerably out of my confort zone on this one.
Also the fact that the brief is so open leaves so many difefrent avenues to explore- and lots and lots of pages of brainstorms! Another aspect of concern for me is actors!!!.... I DON'T HAVE ANY!
I'm a person that likes to plan, and after discussing this concern with Deborah and concluding that actually, i won't be having any actors, again brought me very much out of my comfort zone.
So essentially, i have equipment, no cast, no crew, no fellow students to bounce creative iedas off!...
Although i feel apprehensive, i'm excited and am going to try to enjoy and learn as much possible from this experience.